So I know if you're a regular reader of this blog, you'll wonder where my gleelog(that's what I'm calling them now) for the season finale is. It is coming... for some reason I couldn't get on here during it but I did watch it! We're going to try the whole watch it on hulu thing again.... but that will be this weekend. Right now I wanna talk about some other stuff.
 Today I realized that it's the 26th of May.... my 19th birthday is in two and a half months.... you can only imagine the thoughts that started running through my mind... like what have I done with my life so far(which is school and work... yay. :|) then it made me feel really old.... which to a human standard... I'm not. But if you think about everything else in this world and how long they last (other than buildings and nature and stuff like that) not a lot of things make it to 19 years... then I thought about 19 years ago.... May 1992... where were you then.... I wasn't actually born yet.... so I can't tell you what I was doing... and if your one of my friends you might not have even been conceived yet... unless your Kate... who was alive and getting ready to turn a year old.... I'm getting off track...
I guess I just started thinking about how old I really am... I'm 19... and I need to start being more of an adult.... But being an adult doesn't mean I have to grow up... because let's be honest... My mother is 50 and she still hasn't grown up.... So I am NEVER going to grow up...
And come September, my mom is moving in with her boyfriend and I'm not going... So I need to learn to be an adult here pretty fast.... while still being able to be a child at heart... I think I can accomplish this goal... but it's not going to be easy... plus I have to start paying bills and taxes... >P yuck! I guess I'm going to have to leave you guys with this video which I have specifically picked just to go along with this... I think when you watch it you'll understand....

Gleelog: Funeral

glee on hulu! yay! i feel lame!
ok here we go!
oh.... burn..... it's okay finn.... i agree with you.... oh.... becky..... ='C  this is gonna be one of those really sad episodes isn't it? am i gonna cry.... probably... =( finn.... i love your singing... and your awkward dancing... aww.... just let all the vests go will! i believe in you!!!  =C.... *sniffle sniffle weez* HA! TAKE THAT JESSE! i know i said last week that i loved jesse... but really i just like his apperence and his voice... i hate him otherwise though... the sign that sue is still truckin.... she mad a hair joke! i love santana's voice! don't get me wrong... i love kurt... but what the hell is he wearing? this is weird for him.... asshole... kurt was amazing! will needs to just punch jesse... he's not a student any more... he can! oh rachel... don't make excuses we know your in love with jesse... i love mercedes though!!! and jesse hate you... still...  punch him will... punch him will... just do it! no one watching will tell... yes she is... but not you... so  THERE! DEAL!  all i have to say... nailed it!  and actually i think jesse is the one that still has feelings....  oh.. here comes the sad part... omg no track suit? well i guess it's not really the place... finn and quinn breaking up.... that went well.... sue's ending her vendetta against the glee club? terri's doing something good for the glee club and leaving? no jesse you don't deserve rachel.... gasp! finn! i already saw the ending though.... Dun Dun DUNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fly me away dark lord...

omg.... i love maw maw... oh boy.... i can't wait to see jimmy as a goth........ oh.... my...... gawd!!!!!!!  lol.... i love this show!!!!!!! oh maw maw.... ur so classic! so that's how skating dan became skating dan... wow... i love this show...eww... hthat sounds disgusting....not a gypsy... but kinda close... poor maw maw...
have i ever mentioned i love this show.... lol!!!! i really can't tell you how much...

Lol... i also love breaking in.... mainly because i love christian slater.....

Does it count?

Does it count as a blog if I just post a picture? Does it count as a job if every day I would rather jump off a building then go to it? Does it count as a career advancement if I do a cover for youtube? Does it count as not wanting to go to school if I still want to go to LIPA? Does it count as a stupid choice for wanting to pack up and leave on the next plane to England, and never come back? Does this count as home, if I feel like I don't belong any more?

Mai Nie Never

omg i'm blogging without there being a glee episode on.... *GASPETH!!!* i know... it's a lot to take in... but i feel i'm never going to have a name on the interwebs if i don't try and make one for my self. So I'm just lying on my bed listening to glee music (who'd have guessed! glee music!) and i'm kinda worried about my fish... i just got him today... but he's barley eaten anything... i know that i didn't actually put him in his bowl the right way and he doesn't really have any thing to do... but he's eaten like two flakes... idk... maybe that's normal for a fish his size.. also he's tiny compared to his bowl... i think he needs some things in there so he's one not bored... and two not over whelmed by the amount of space he has to swim in... but i think that a fish is going to be good for me... i mean i have a cat, but my sister has one two so we kinda co take care of the cats... but Mai (that's fish's name) is going to be my responsibility only!

So yes, Mr. Fish is named Mai, after the Josh Groban song. And I looked up the translation... apparently in italian, it means never... which kinda makes me laugh... because never is my favorite word in German... it's nie in German, and I always think of the song Never by Moving Pictures when I think of nie... so now my fish has a backstory attached to his name. I think the best thing is... my cat doesn't give a crap about the fish... so I'm pretty sure that she's not going to try and eat him... my sister's cat on the other hand... already has tried... so she's not allowed in my room when I'm not in there to keep an eye on her... So that's my story...

IT'S LIKE GAY BRAVE HEART!

DAH!!!!! I FORGOT TO START BLOGGING DURRING GLEE AGAIN!!!!!!! okay so so far.... its prom. the jew fro kid called puck a girl... lauren can't find a dress. mercedes didn't want to go to prom because a guy hadn't asked her. so rachel got sam to go with the two of them. puck wants Artie to help him spike the punch at prom.... blaine and kurt ar going together. AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! JESSSEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!! HE IS SO GORGEOUS..... AND SO IS HIS VOICE... I LIKE THAT SHE JUST KEEPS SIGING WITH HIM.... HE'S GOING TO CONFESS HIS LOVE....  I KNOW HE'S GOING TO CONFESS HIS LOVE FOR RACHEL... IT HAS TO HAPPEN!.... GASP!!!!! oh.... ARTIE...... *WEIRD NOISED FROM CHEST AND SINUS REGIONS*  AND THIS SONG IS ABOUT A BABY NOT SHE BETTER NOT TURN HIM DOWN.... OH SHE DID.... POOR ARTIE.... IT'S LIKE GAY BRAVE HEART. love you finn. oh don't put blaine in that position. oh new james macavoy movie! and its x-men!!!!!! OH KROVSKI APOLOGIZES.... FINALLY! QUINN ISN'T GOING TO WINN... WE ALREADY KNOW THIS... OH GOD SAM A BOLO TIE FOR REAL? I LIKE THAT JESSE HAD TEA... OH NO.... REBECCA BLACK!!!!!!!! AT LEAST... THEY MAKE IT SOUND BETTER.... I LOVE THIS SONG... EVEN THOUGH I DON'T KNOW WHO SINGS IT... OH AND I LOVE RACHEL'S DRESS. SO WE ALL KNOW THAT QUINN ISN'T GOING TO BE PROM QUEEN BUT I REALLY WONDER WHO IS... AWW...SAM... YOU MADE MERCEDES PROM DREAM COME TRUE. AND HOW DOES QUINN NOT NOTICE FINN STARING AT RACHEL?  WHO'S YOUR DENTIST? SUE SYLVESTER DOP.  I'M ENJOYING THE DANCING IN THIS... OH  NO FINN AND JESSE... IN KNEW IT WAS HAPPENING... OH SO THATS WHY QUINN DOESN'T WINN.. MAYBE... AND IT'S...... KROVSKI.... AND... KURT! <=O WHAT!?!?!?!!?!??! THE COMMERCIALS ARE OVER NOW AND I'M STILL LIKE.... WHAT?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? OH... EMOTIONAL SCENE... CAN THER BE AT LEAST ONE GAY KISS... NO... OKAY I STILL LOVE YOU KURT!!!!! OH DEAR....BLAINE....LIFE MADE A LITTLE BIT BETTER. ... MY PROM SUCKED IN COMPARISON TO THIS... OKAY... IT DIDN'T SUCK... BUT BASICALLY. I'M GLAD KURT WAS PROM QUEEN.  I'M SO EXCITED FOR NEXT WEEK..... WHAT DO YOU MEAN THERE'S ONLY TWO EPISODES LEFT THIS SEASON!?!?!?!?!?!?! HOW WILL I SURVIVE!?!?!?! SO REALLY QUICK RECAP.  JESSE IS BACK, ARTIE DIDN'T SPIKE THE PUNCH... WITH ALCOHOL ANYWAYS... FINN GOT KICKED OUT OF PROM FOR FIGHTING WITH JESSE. QUINN DIDN'T WIN PROM QUEEN AND SANTANA DIDN'T WIN WITH HER RUNNING PARTNER. KROVSKI DID WIN AND KURT WON PROM QUEEN... WHICH HE ACCEPTED LIKE A BOSS!!!! QUINN SLAPED RACHEL BUT THEY APPARENTLY MADE UP.. AND FUN STUFF LIKE THAT... OKAY WELL I'M GOING TO GO... I'LL PROBABLY NOT EVEN POST TILL NEXT TUESDAY SO YEAH. SEE YA THEN!

ILOVEYOUSAMEVANS!!!!!!!!!/CHORDOVERSTREET!!!!!!!! (especially when you take your shirt off)

whoa.... i just realized wasn't doing my normal as happening glee-cap... so neways lots of rumors... like quinn's cheating on finn with sam? and Brittany is cheating on Artie with Santana which wee all know is happening, but she doesn't get thats it's cheating. why does it seem like everyone  is cheating with sam?!?!?! don't deny it... the piano guy who's name was said like once in the entire series, he is deffly furniture. oh how i've missed your insanity... OOO!!!! STEAK OUT!!!!... i think i spelt it wrong. QUINN IS NOT CHEATING!!! SAM LIVES IN THE MOTEL!!!! i understand this song a lot more now..... rachel looks so uncomfortable... and i think everyone gets whats going on...well except brittany... but she never understands. WHOA BITCHY QUINN.... oh boy... this April Rhodes musical... i wanna see it... can Kristen Chenoweth put it on... please!?!?! i love go your own way... seriously one of my favorite songs... we really need to find our what's going on with sam... and yes Puck, we know your awesome... you don't need to strum epicly. who called it... oh Sam.... i am seriously about to cry. DAH!!!!!!!! OLDSPICECOMERCIAL!!!!!! IHAVEN'TSEENONEINAGESOMGILOVEYOUISAHAMUSTAFA!!!!!!! whoa...  sam.......... *weird weezing noises* i love him so much... (stupid tv.... why must  you be doing stupid things and making the picture weird?)

Leben kann verdammt manchmal zu saugen.

heute war sehr lächerlich. Ich sollte aus der Arbeit gewesen, wie mindestens eineStunde früher als ich. aber dumme Menschen nicht wissen, wie man verdammtsauberen Häusern und so musste ich abholen nach dem, was sie verpasst habenvor einem Monat! und jetzt bin ich einfach irgendwie in einer schlechten Stimmung.so will ich nicht zu viel reden. so dass ist alles was ich sagen werde. okay hoffe, dass hat Spaß gemacht für Sie.


on the bright side... i like more than one asian guy!  his name is sung kang... and he was in ninja assassin... and fast five... and he's just sexy... and i'd totally tap that..