glee-log: Asian F

what the f will! oh emma.... this is typical you.... that's what mike's dad.... uhh..... gasp!!!!!! Don't punish tina!!!! oh mike......lol..... poor mike....aww... i like how their randomly singing background vocals and it's just kinda mercedes oh never mind.... i find it ironic that she used to dance for beyonce and now she's preforming one of her songs... and rocking it. kurt needs to up the stakes..... *teary eyed* oh mike.... don't listen to your dad!!!!! DANCING ISNOT A WASTE!!!!! IS HE GOING TO SING!!!! * a little part in me just awoke* i loved you before.... and now IFREAKINGADOREYOUMIKECHANG!!!!!!!!! *giant and problly really stupid looking smile* and after mike makeing me want to cry, a comercial for the lion king had to come on.... WHY!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!!!!! oh finally darren and chris... aww.... best gay couple ever!!!!! whoa.... this is like legit musical number... what is this frome... HE'S SINGING AGAIN!!!!!!! mercedes out of the glee club? did not see this... oh so we see both parents...... I LIKE HIS MOM!!!!! i think finn was more excited about that then rachel. i'm still crying about mike's scene with his mom...this song is amazing... and they both do it amazingly.... what is rachel talking to beist about... uh oh... and her parents are here... oh boy.... ginger lovers.... awesome... GASP!!!!!!!! RAHCEL!!!!!!! HOW COULD YOU!!!!!!!! THIS EPISODE AND MARIA IS....................... HUH......this is the best episode of glee... EVER!!!!!!!!!!!

gleecap: I am Unicorn

artie's directing the musical..... IDINA MENZEL. sorry will.... Shelby's choir will win....  that is the one phrase that i never would come out of kurt's mouth. ouch quinn.... did you go to college to learn to be that bitchy? i love ya but come on! here comes the situasian..... darren needs to show off his ass a bit more in those sweats. wow 18 times really shelby? is that the only role you've ever had or are you that old? SHE SINGS!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!! i must say when picking who would be rachel's mom they couldn't pick a better choice... not saying that just because i love idina menzel either btw, they just look like they could be related and their voices blend so well.. oh you told her will... oh....*wimper* puck.... choaking on my apple.... *Cough cough hack* wait aren't you supposed to  audition with songs from the actual musical... even though this is freaking amazing and chris colfer is a freaking monkey! i didn't think i could love him anymore than i did.... but he just proved me wrong. I LOVE YOU!!!!

Kurt you sly dog listening in while they decide parts.... that is so wrong and i would totally cop you out if i could. what the hell are you thinking kurt... santana what did you do? oh my god... oh my god.... romeo and juliet.... i'm sorry kurt just no..... that does not work... shoot sugar... quinn... oh god i can't resist crying....  the amazing advice of burt humml quit being epic situasian. I BELIEVE IN YOU FINN!!!! WHOA WHO WAS..... blonde quinn.... how did she get the pink out... YAY!!!! THE.... wha... wait.... YOU DIDN'T FREAKING CHANGE!!!! THE ARTS ARE LIKE CRACK.... THEN I AM A COMPLETE ADDICT. WHA BRITTNEY IS RUNNING FOR CLASS..... DARREN!!!!! YOU ARE SO DAMN SEXY.... HE HAS QUITE LITTERALLY BROUGHT ME TO TEARS.... I SWEAR  TO GOD I'M CRYING....GASSP WHY WOULD YOU END THE FREAKING EPISODE LIKE THAT.

GleeLog: The Purple Piano Project +The New Girl and Raising Hope

GLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wait.... tina is a year behind everyone else? oh finn... first slushy of the year. OH MY GOD PURPLE PIANO.... PINK PIANO...PIANOS!!!!!! WHA!!!!!!! no juliard. that was extremely offensive. BLAINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!  they are so freaking adorable!!!!  i want a boyfrind like both of them... oh my quinn... oh rachel... makes a good point. uh........ what..... sue..... what..... whoa... will, just going a bit to far there.... macaroni hair? how the hell does that help?  NO SANTANA!!!!! DON'T FOLLOW ANAKIN'S PATH!!!!!! DON'T JOIN THE SITH.... i mean sue... MUSICAL NUMBER!!!!!!!!!  love tina's dress btw... new guitar player? you... oh god food fight.... i always wanted to be in one.... lol rachel's face... oh my god...  oh my god... make it stop....MAKE IT STOP!!!!!!!!!MAKEITSTOPMAKEITSTOPMAKEITSTOPMAKEITSTOP.......... it stopped.... i love the beast. and what is this counter offense? i love rachel and kurt... mainly kurt.... but both..... but mainly kurt. this number just makes me smile so much!!!! glitter bombed..... steeve!!!!!!!!!! GAAAASSSSPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BBBBBLLLLLAAAAAIIIINNNNNNEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AWWWWWW......... BEST SONG EVER!!!!!!! I LOVES YOU DARREN CRISS!!!!!!!! AND YOUR SEXY RED PANT AND YELLOW SHADES AND BOWTIE..... AND YOUR VOICE AND BASICALLY ANYTHING ELSE THAT MAY BE ON YOUR BODDY PIANO ON FIRE???  NEW MUPPETS MOVIE?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? ZOMG!!!!!!!!!!! AND AMY ADAMS AND JASON SEGAL!!!!!!!! this girl reminds me intensely of my friend abby.... oh kurt and rachel..... KURT WHY MUST YOU BE GAY!!!!! YOU WOULD BE THE BEST STRAIGHT GUY!!!!! whoa.... emma.... good job....  oh finn is not happy... oh i had a feeling this would one day happen to santana... as always rachel? since when have you and mr schu ever been on the same thought wave? can we look back to season one???  I'M SO HAPPY.... HAIRSPRAY IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE MUSICALS EVER..... AND THIS REALLY IS THE BEST SONG FROM IT.... IT'S JUST SO EPIC CAUSE IT TAKES SO MUCH TO PREFORM..... TIME FOR NEW GIRL!!!!

 oh boy this show is already amazing.... and it's jus beginning....oh my god i love her already... douche bag jar.... this show is amazing..... LORD OF THE RINGS REFERENCE..... I FREAKING LOVE THIS SHOW!!!!!!!!!!!! She is my new role model... wait... isn't that her room mate? what the hell... oh no it's not.... love this show.... hey she got picked up!!!!!  i loved this show.... okay why do i feel like this guy is the only one that puts money in the jar... yes... go schmit!... was that miley cyrus....  aww.... yes breaking out into song in restaurants.... i love this show.

RAISING HOPE!!!!!!!!!  I LOVE THIS SHOW!!!!!  lol... how does he not remember playing and singing like that? of greyson chance.... you work so well as younger jimmy..... GASP!!!!!! HOW COULD YOU THROW A GOLF CLUB AT GREYSON CHANCE!!!!!  there is just nothing else i can say other than i just love this!!!! idky but i never really have much input with raising hope... i adore maw maw.... gasp it was burt's fault!?!?!?! best thing you're great at... he got his singing back!!!!! is that his real singing.... THEY UNLOCKED IT!!!!!!...... or not..... why are other people filming him...lol... i love this show so much.... why must greyson chance have to be so epic? okay... show then bed time...

Evry day im tumblrin

Hello there so i realize that i haven't posted in about two days and there really is a reason. Its because tomorrow is GLEE!!! and if you're new to this blog your probably wondering what glee has to do with anything. Well i blog during glee.... it's kinda a thing that i started last season with this blog and this year is said to be exciting.... and ryan murphy has been said to have said their will be less music and more polt.... not sure i'm a huge fan of that.

 (What are you doing to my favorite show that isn't from the sixties?)

Any how, My Little Pony has started up season two (ponies, i watch ponies now, ponies are cool)

 and I ABLOUTLY FEAKING LOVE ME!!!!!(my freinds and us have desginated ponies and i'm princess celestia.... or TROLLESTIA!!!!) 

okay i'm going to just stop before i get anything else off of tumblr and put it on here. (yes i has tumblr link tumblr

Don't ask why i have a gif of faramir... he's just sexy okay!

Hey! I totally did not plan on blogging today, but I figured since i wasn't doing anything else I might as well. So today was equally as bad as yesterday in work standards. I don't really know how to quite explain it other than it's just the same crap it always is. Other than that, today was pretty uneventful. I came home, cleaned out my car, went to dinner with my mom.... and now i'm home and just checking up on the interwebs... a pretty boring day. Oh but I did discover that some time soon, I need to take my car in to get stuff checked out... again. Something is leaking and my mom can't figure out what it is. So I don't know when i'll be able to do so, but I need to take it in... yay.

So pretty soon here i'm going to be moving... not houses. But bedrooms. My mom is moving out and I'm going into her room. One thing i'm really excited for is the closet space i'll have... omg i have like no closet space at all! but now i actually kinda worry that i'll have too much space. Because what i have now, everything fits in it .... but it's just kinda crammed together... i guess if i have too much space i can utilize it in other ways. but also the room itself is bigger and i'll have more room in general to live and such. like seriously i think with my futon in bed position, i have about 7 feet by  3 or 4 feet of free space in my bedroom... not that much i must say.

Life and such and such....

Oh hai.... umm.... so i know i haven't posted a blog since... god knows when but i'm going to be doing so more often and spending less time on making music video type stuff for youtube... i'm also trying to start doing vlogs more often as well. i need to make a new start very very soon... this direction on which i'm headed now, is NOT the way i want to go.... at all.

Lately work has just not been going so well. I've just been waking up every single day, wishing that i could just go back to sleep. but then 6:50 rolls around and then i force myself out of bed. and then force myself to drive 45 minutes into livonia to go work in houses. and I HATE IT! i don't want to clean homes that for real, either don't need cleaning or the people are just too god damn lazy to do it themselves. and my partner gets angry with me way too often. for making little mistakes every now and again... and the office.... is full of complete idiots! i'm sure that the women working there are very nice, but they do not know how to run that office... just today we were trying to find a house and it took us an hour because they gave us the wrong map! all in all i need a new job pronto....

Like I said, I've started doing more vlogs. And that's really because, I want to be a youtube professionally. And I just need to get started somewhere... so far I only have two videos in general and their really not that good.... i mean the second one took me about an hour and a half just to film it... mainly because i have four different characters in it and i kept missing part of my head in one shot of it. But I hope that one day i can quit molly maid and get maybe just a part time job and make money off of youtube and one day maybe even just depend on that entirely. That would be a dream come true. but to get to that point i need to first have people watching my videos.... which means i need to get people interested. and to do that i need to be interesting... you all have no clue how boring i really am... I mean for all the stuff i'm into you would never expect me to be so boring. i guess i could talk about ponies and thundercats... that would be fun.... except i don't get the hub... that kinda sucks... um.... hmm... maybe for now just thundercats.

So I know if you're a regular reader of this blog, you'll wonder where my gleelog(that's what I'm calling them now) for the season finale is. It is coming... for some reason I couldn't get on here during it but I did watch it! We're going to try the whole watch it on hulu thing again.... but that will be this weekend. Right now I wanna talk about some other stuff.
 Today I realized that it's the 26th of May.... my 19th birthday is in two and a half months.... you can only imagine the thoughts that started running through my mind... like what have I done with my life so far(which is school and work... yay. :|) then it made me feel really old.... which to a human standard... I'm not. But if you think about everything else in this world and how long they last (other than buildings and nature and stuff like that) not a lot of things make it to 19 years... then I thought about 19 years ago.... May 1992... where were you then.... I wasn't actually born yet.... so I can't tell you what I was doing... and if your one of my friends you might not have even been conceived yet... unless your Kate... who was alive and getting ready to turn a year old.... I'm getting off track...
I guess I just started thinking about how old I really am... I'm 19... and I need to start being more of an adult.... But being an adult doesn't mean I have to grow up... because let's be honest... My mother is 50 and she still hasn't grown up.... So I am NEVER going to grow up...
And come September, my mom is moving in with her boyfriend and I'm not going... So I need to learn to be an adult here pretty fast.... while still being able to be a child at heart... I think I can accomplish this goal... but it's not going to be easy... plus I have to start paying bills and taxes... >P yuck! I guess I'm going to have to leave you guys with this video which I have specifically picked just to go along with this... I think when you watch it you'll understand....

Gleelog: Funeral

glee on hulu! yay! i feel lame!
ok here we go!
oh.... burn..... it's okay finn.... i agree with you.... oh.... becky..... ='C  this is gonna be one of those really sad episodes isn't it? am i gonna cry.... probably... =( finn.... i love your singing... and your awkward dancing... aww.... just let all the vests go will! i believe in you!!!  =C.... *sniffle sniffle weez* HA! TAKE THAT JESSE! i know i said last week that i loved jesse... but really i just like his apperence and his voice... i hate him otherwise though... the sign that sue is still truckin.... she mad a hair joke! i love santana's voice! don't get me wrong... i love kurt... but what the hell is he wearing? this is weird for him.... asshole... kurt was amazing! will needs to just punch jesse... he's not a student any more... he can! oh rachel... don't make excuses we know your in love with jesse... i love mercedes though!!! and jesse hate you... still...  punch him will... punch him will... just do it! no one watching will tell... yes she is... but not you... so  THERE! DEAL!  all i have to say... nailed it!  and actually i think jesse is the one that still has feelings....  oh.. here comes the sad part... omg no track suit? well i guess it's not really the place... finn and quinn breaking up.... that went well.... sue's ending her vendetta against the glee club? terri's doing something good for the glee club and leaving? no jesse you don't deserve rachel.... gasp! finn! i already saw the ending though.... Dun Dun DUNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fly me away dark lord...

omg.... i love maw maw... oh boy.... i can't wait to see jimmy as a goth........ oh.... my...... gawd!!!!!!!  lol.... i love this show!!!!!!! oh maw maw.... ur so classic! so that's how skating dan became skating dan... wow... i love this show...eww... hthat sounds disgusting....not a gypsy... but kinda close... poor maw maw...
have i ever mentioned i love this show.... lol!!!! i really can't tell you how much...

Lol... i also love breaking in.... mainly because i love christian slater.....

Does it count?

Does it count as a blog if I just post a picture? Does it count as a job if every day I would rather jump off a building then go to it? Does it count as a career advancement if I do a cover for youtube? Does it count as not wanting to go to school if I still want to go to LIPA? Does it count as a stupid choice for wanting to pack up and leave on the next plane to England, and never come back? Does this count as home, if I feel like I don't belong any more?

Mai Nie Never

omg i'm blogging without there being a glee episode on.... *GASPETH!!!* i know... it's a lot to take in... but i feel i'm never going to have a name on the interwebs if i don't try and make one for my self. So I'm just lying on my bed listening to glee music (who'd have guessed! glee music!) and i'm kinda worried about my fish... i just got him today... but he's barley eaten anything... i know that i didn't actually put him in his bowl the right way and he doesn't really have any thing to do... but he's eaten like two flakes... idk... maybe that's normal for a fish his size.. also he's tiny compared to his bowl... i think he needs some things in there so he's one not bored... and two not over whelmed by the amount of space he has to swim in... but i think that a fish is going to be good for me... i mean i have a cat, but my sister has one two so we kinda co take care of the cats... but Mai (that's fish's name) is going to be my responsibility only!

So yes, Mr. Fish is named Mai, after the Josh Groban song. And I looked up the translation... apparently in italian, it means never... which kinda makes me laugh... because never is my favorite word in German... it's nie in German, and I always think of the song Never by Moving Pictures when I think of nie... so now my fish has a backstory attached to his name. I think the best thing is... my cat doesn't give a crap about the fish... so I'm pretty sure that she's not going to try and eat him... my sister's cat on the other hand... already has tried... so she's not allowed in my room when I'm not in there to keep an eye on her... So that's my story...

IT'S LIKE GAY BRAVE HEART!

DAH!!!!! I FORGOT TO START BLOGGING DURRING GLEE AGAIN!!!!!!! okay so so far.... its prom. the jew fro kid called puck a girl... lauren can't find a dress. mercedes didn't want to go to prom because a guy hadn't asked her. so rachel got sam to go with the two of them. puck wants Artie to help him spike the punch at prom.... blaine and kurt ar going together. AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! JESSSEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!! HE IS SO GORGEOUS..... AND SO IS HIS VOICE... I LIKE THAT SHE JUST KEEPS SIGING WITH HIM.... HE'S GOING TO CONFESS HIS LOVE....  I KNOW HE'S GOING TO CONFESS HIS LOVE FOR RACHEL... IT HAS TO HAPPEN!.... GASP!!!!! oh.... ARTIE...... *WEIRD NOISED FROM CHEST AND SINUS REGIONS*  AND THIS SONG IS ABOUT A BABY NOT SHE BETTER NOT TURN HIM DOWN.... OH SHE DID.... POOR ARTIE.... IT'S LIKE GAY BRAVE HEART. love you finn. oh don't put blaine in that position. oh new james macavoy movie! and its x-men!!!!!! OH KROVSKI APOLOGIZES.... FINALLY! QUINN ISN'T GOING TO WINN... WE ALREADY KNOW THIS... OH GOD SAM A BOLO TIE FOR REAL? I LIKE THAT JESSE HAD TEA... OH NO.... REBECCA BLACK!!!!!!!! AT LEAST... THEY MAKE IT SOUND BETTER.... I LOVE THIS SONG... EVEN THOUGH I DON'T KNOW WHO SINGS IT... OH AND I LOVE RACHEL'S DRESS. SO WE ALL KNOW THAT QUINN ISN'T GOING TO BE PROM QUEEN BUT I REALLY WONDER WHO IS... AWW...SAM... YOU MADE MERCEDES PROM DREAM COME TRUE. AND HOW DOES QUINN NOT NOTICE FINN STARING AT RACHEL?  WHO'S YOUR DENTIST? SUE SYLVESTER DOP.  I'M ENJOYING THE DANCING IN THIS... OH  NO FINN AND JESSE... IN KNEW IT WAS HAPPENING... OH SO THATS WHY QUINN DOESN'T WINN.. MAYBE... AND IT'S...... KROVSKI.... AND... KURT! <=O WHAT!?!?!?!!?!??! THE COMMERCIALS ARE OVER NOW AND I'M STILL LIKE.... WHAT?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? OH... EMOTIONAL SCENE... CAN THER BE AT LEAST ONE GAY KISS... NO... OKAY I STILL LOVE YOU KURT!!!!! OH DEAR....BLAINE....LIFE MADE A LITTLE BIT BETTER. ... MY PROM SUCKED IN COMPARISON TO THIS... OKAY... IT DIDN'T SUCK... BUT BASICALLY. I'M GLAD KURT WAS PROM QUEEN.  I'M SO EXCITED FOR NEXT WEEK..... WHAT DO YOU MEAN THERE'S ONLY TWO EPISODES LEFT THIS SEASON!?!?!?!?!?!?! HOW WILL I SURVIVE!?!?!?! SO REALLY QUICK RECAP.  JESSE IS BACK, ARTIE DIDN'T SPIKE THE PUNCH... WITH ALCOHOL ANYWAYS... FINN GOT KICKED OUT OF PROM FOR FIGHTING WITH JESSE. QUINN DIDN'T WIN PROM QUEEN AND SANTANA DIDN'T WIN WITH HER RUNNING PARTNER. KROVSKI DID WIN AND KURT WON PROM QUEEN... WHICH HE ACCEPTED LIKE A BOSS!!!! QUINN SLAPED RACHEL BUT THEY APPARENTLY MADE UP.. AND FUN STUFF LIKE THAT... OKAY WELL I'M GOING TO GO... I'LL PROBABLY NOT EVEN POST TILL NEXT TUESDAY SO YEAH. SEE YA THEN!

ILOVEYOUSAMEVANS!!!!!!!!!/CHORDOVERSTREET!!!!!!!! (especially when you take your shirt off)

whoa.... i just realized wasn't doing my normal as happening glee-cap... so neways lots of rumors... like quinn's cheating on finn with sam? and Brittany is cheating on Artie with Santana which wee all know is happening, but she doesn't get thats it's cheating. why does it seem like everyone  is cheating with sam?!?!?! don't deny it... the piano guy who's name was said like once in the entire series, he is deffly furniture. oh how i've missed your insanity... OOO!!!! STEAK OUT!!!!... i think i spelt it wrong. QUINN IS NOT CHEATING!!! SAM LIVES IN THE MOTEL!!!! i understand this song a lot more now..... rachel looks so uncomfortable... and i think everyone gets whats going on...well except brittany... but she never understands. WHOA BITCHY QUINN.... oh boy... this April Rhodes musical... i wanna see it... can Kristen Chenoweth put it on... please!?!?! i love go your own way... seriously one of my favorite songs... we really need to find our what's going on with sam... and yes Puck, we know your awesome... you don't need to strum epicly. who called it... oh Sam.... i am seriously about to cry. DAH!!!!!!!! OLDSPICECOMERCIAL!!!!!! IHAVEN'TSEENONEINAGESOMGILOVEYOUISAHAMUSTAFA!!!!!!! whoa...  sam.......... *weird weezing noises* i love him so much... (stupid tv.... why must  you be doing stupid things and making the picture weird?)

Leben kann verdammt manchmal zu saugen.

heute war sehr lächerlich. Ich sollte aus der Arbeit gewesen, wie mindestens eineStunde früher als ich. aber dumme Menschen nicht wissen, wie man verdammtsauberen Häusern und so musste ich abholen nach dem, was sie verpasst habenvor einem Monat! und jetzt bin ich einfach irgendwie in einer schlechten Stimmung.so will ich nicht zu viel reden. so dass ist alles was ich sagen werde. okay hoffe, dass hat Spaß gemacht für Sie.


on the bright side... i like more than one asian guy!  his name is sung kang... and he was in ninja assassin... and fast five... and he's just sexy... and i'd totally tap that..

my take on the royal wedding.

so remember how i said i was going to wake up at three in the morning to watch the royal wedding? yeah... didn't happen. i did wake up, but i couldn't stay awake, so i just didn't. i did however watch kate walk down the isle and the vow and the precession back to buckingham palace. (2/3 which were extremely boring....) and kate's dress was beautiful.... and will so didn't have the reaction i expected him to have... but harry did! he did exactly what i thought he was gonna do when he saw her. he saw her before will, and he turned to will and said something along the lines of either "she's beautiful" or "she's coming" my lip reading skills are really bad. and can i just say.... the vows were the first time EVER that i have heard kate speak. seriously. but all in all i'm not disappointed i watched it... just a little bummed it wasn't what i expected.  next is my wedding... to prince harry!..... okay maybe i'm just dreaming.... but i'm allowed to! so umm yeah i found a video of the happy couple's kinda first kiss... can't be too sure it was but, it's were the darrin criss video was... and there is a lot of them waving and will talking to one of the flower girls... which just adorable! so go watch it, it's fun to add your own commentary!

Royaly Annoyed! And yet not really.

have you had enough of the royal wedding? are you ready for it to be saturday already? well let me tell you... i'm kinda feeling that... even though i would like to say i am going to be waking up at 3 in the morning just to watch it online.... just so i can say i watched it when it happened... and it will be something i'll remember the rest of my life! but you know what.... i'd be a little more interested and probably like all the other prince fan girls if it was harry getting married... just because he's the one i like... and really by now kate and william are basically married... they just need to make it official... but i'd like to see what kind of girl harry gets married to... because i'm sure she'll be the complete opposite of kate... but that's cool. in my opinion, the royals need some shaking up... something a little bit out of the norm... if ya know what i mean. well that's all. if i'm going to be up at 3 in the morning on friday, i should get to bed now... otherwise i'll be tired and not want to get up and end up missing something... kay night guys!

don't ever get vivitar cameras.... they suck!

so i mad the stupidest purchase ever yesterday... it was a flip cam wanna be... i shoulda just bought a flip cam..... life would have been a lot better and i wouldn't have to walk around with this stupid thing... i still may buy one... in fact i'm gonna check my account and probably do so.. and then go on an adventure in hamburg/pickney. ok gonna go make my self public worthy.

the hippie movement in a closet.

so if you haven't noticed yet, i've given up hope on beda... but i shall redeem myself this august with vlog every day in august! its gonna happen... so yeah... i'm really not up to much... just kinda sitting at home, in a little discomfort because mother nature decided after two months that this week was the week she was going to hate me... guess how i'm not going to find out i'm pregnant! when i miss a period.... because i'm sure the other symptoms will kick in before i realize that it's been like four months since my last period... just saying... i can go like three normally.... that can't be healthy.... anyways.... moving on swiftly... sitting at home waiting for a twelve minute vlog to upload... but don't worry it's not all me talking... speaking of swift... did you know taylor swift is from pennsylvania? did you know i can spell pennsylvania? because until like two days ago... i didn't... oh well... i can't name all the states... or the presidents... because i'm awesome and really..... why do i need to know all the names of all the presidents? how am i going to advance in life knowing that? and i mean like normal day to day life? so this weekend, i bought the sims 3 and kinda overdid it... and right now i should really be balancing my check book... but i'm to pre-occupied with this video that is taking forever to upload... life can really suck sometimes... oh something else of interest that happened to me this weekend... i had a dream about micky dolenz... it went something like this...
katie, claire and i all really wanted to time travel, so we all made deals with the devil and he gave us the power to time travel with one warning that we weren't to get involved in the times we went to in any way at all. so the first place i visit is l.a. in the late 60's, because i want to experience the hippie movement, but because i'm new at it, i don't really know where i send myself and i end up in micky dolenz hallway closet... when he opens the door and i fall out. so then he questions why i'm in his closet and i tell him i don't know, and ask him where i am and he tells me everything i need to know, like the date and the location. but the he want's to take me to get something to eat. so i let him and we grow close and fall in love. but of course the devil finds out and tries to pull us apart and we escape for a little while until he finally  catches us. then he tells me that i will either go back to my time, keep my power and never see micky again, or he'll take me back to hell with him and either way he was going to erase me from micky's memory. but micky, wouldn't have that so he made a deal that if he could keep his memory of me and i could still have my freedom, that he would pledge his soul to the devil. of course not knowing that the devil had plans to take him then and there. so then katie claire and i go on a rescue mission. and we find him and then prove to the devil that he will never be stronger than love and that we don't need him to time travel after all. and then i become mrs. micky dolenz and we live happily ever after. the end...

YOU SHUT UP!!!!!!..... fine i will....

okay you may kill me... after you read this blog... because i'm going to indulge you all i something very life changing. I'm going to do a review on the movie Head. head is a movie from 1968 and it's based off of the monkees tv show. so if that doesn't explain it right there then i'm not sure you really should be reading this... so the movie starts out with the grand opening of a new bridge and just as the mayor is about to cut the ribbon, here comes mickey running through, followed by peter, davey and mike.  they run down the bridge, mickey not looking back for a second. then he runs up to the edge of the bridge and takes of his jacket. then, you guessed it... he jumps and then falls for way too long and drops safely into the water and plays with some mermaids while the editors decide to use stereo typical 60's color effects... you know the kind that make you feel like your on an acid trip. then he goes up for air, but one of the mermaids wants to make out with him... no wait that's not a mermaid, that's just a pretty girl. she gets up and walks over to mike and wait... what? starts making out with him?... and now peter... and of course davey... and the window flies open and there's birds and a chorus in the background... but really why would you make out with four different guys... oh... they wanted her opinion on who was the best.. even!?!? i'm pretty sure mike won that one... and you have to give davey credit for creativeness... oh what's mike asking her now... oh... something he can't say in a movie made in the 60's. and what's this she laughs and walks away?!?!? if mike nesmith asked me to do something with him that you couldn't do in movies in the 60's i'd be ripin off clothing... well just as long as it was just him i was doing something that you couldn't do in movies in the 60's with. and what's this... oh someone did a review video on it... and they basically have the same opinion as me!?!?!?! YAY!!! I WON'T GET CARPLE TUNNLE!  here's the links
video 1: http://youtu.be/ifMgLYDSEP8
video 2: http://youtu.be/KckZD8hif-Q

enjoy and i do recomend watching this movie btw.. i would say..... *****/5

Heil Zazu!

today has been a long day... first i got to work late... well not really late but considering we had a staff meeting that no one cared to tell me about and i walked in about halfway through.... yeah i was late... and then our first house was out in auburn hills... and seriously the stupid fucking gps took us the longest fucking route you could possibly take from livonia.... and with morning traffic, it was horrible... plus i'm not used to driving on the highways i was driving on so it was confusing... urgh... and then all three of our houses were like a half hour apart each and then they all took at least an hour and a half to clean... and right about now i feel like putting a bullet through my head... don't worry i won't... i just feel like it... and now we're watching conviction which is that one hillary swank movie were she becomes a lawyer to get her brother out of prison.... and I just can't wait to be king form the lion king just came on... and it's the german version.... c= life kinda just got brighter... in my opinion zazu sounds like hitler... maybe it's just cause he yells the entire song, but i'm pretty sure zazu is hitler... just saying... oh! and i have developed a school girl crush on a guy in my neighborhood... i don't know his name but i know he knows how to work on cars, he ass looks really good in jeans and he looks like Peter Tork.... with a little bit of chris cranick... oh... umm... these two guys... yes thats who he looked like... more peter tork( the blondeish one) but just a tad bit of chris.... so any ways... really hope chris doesn't ever read my blog cause he'd deffly be a bit creeped out that i had his facebook profile picture in here so lets head out now.... kay bye

Michael Nesmith.... a "short" biography

so just have to say... i kinda feel epic... just because the score from the battle scene in lion, witch and the wardrobe is on... epic nerf sword fight must be made.... just saying.... so any ways... since yesterday all i really talked about was mike nesmith, lets talk about him some more! biography time!!!!!!... okay so that's not really a thing but here it goes! (have fun! c=)

I just really found this picture amusing.

Nesmith was born at St. Joseph's Hospital in Houston, Harris County, Texas in 1942.^[1] He was an only child; his parents, Warren Audrey Nesmith and Bette Nesmith Graham, divorced when their son was four. He and his mother moved to Dallas, Texas to be closer to her parents, sister, aunts and grandmother. Bette took temporary jobs ranging from clerical work to graphics design, and developed very good secretarial skills, including shorthand, and, auspiciously, touch typing. When Nesmith was 13 his mother invented a typewriter correction fluid later known commercially as Liquid Paper. Over the next 25 years she and a select group of executives would build the Liquid Paper Corporation into a multimillion dollar international company which she finally sold to Gillette in 1980 for 48 million USD. She died a few months later at age 56.

In 1949 Nesmith, at the age of six, was enrolled in the Dallas public school system. An indifferent student, he nevertheless participated in choral and drama activities during his years at Thomas Jefferson High School in Dallas.^[2] He began to write verse poetry. When he was 15 he enrolled in the Dallas Theater Center teen program, where he was featured in several plays.

Before graduating from high school, Nesmith enlisted in the US Air Force in 1960. He completed basic training at Lackland Air Force Base in San Antonio, Texas, was trained as an aircraft mechanic at Sheppard Air Force Base in Wichita Falls, Texas, and then permanently stationed at a Strategic Air Command base near Elk City, Oklahoma. While in the Air Force, Nesmith obtained a G.E.D. and was discharged under honorable conditions in 1962. He enrolled in San Antonio College, a community college in San Antonio where he met John Kuehne (later to be known as John London) and began a musical collaboration. The duo won the first San Antonio College talent award performing a mixture of standard folk songs and a few of Nesmith's original songs. He met another SAC student, Phyllis Ann Barbour, whom he later married.

So Pensive.... I like it! =P

While in college Nesmith began to write more songs and poetry and after his marriage to Phyllis in 1963 the two of them decided to strike out for Los Angeles so Nesmith could pursue his songwriting and singing career. At the time Phyllis was pregnant with their first child ChristianDuVal. Nesmith began singing in folk clubs around Los Angeles and had one notable job as the "Hootmaster" for the Monday nighthootenannys at The Troubadour, a West Hollywood night club that featured new artists. Here Nesmith met, socialized, and performed with many different members of the burgeoning new music scene in LA. Randy Sparks of New Christy Minstrels fame offered Nesmith a publishing deal for his songs. It was while working at this publishing house that Barry Friedman, also known as the Rev. Frazier Mohawk, brought the ad for Monkees auditions to Nesmith's attention. In 1965 Nesmith landed the role in the Monkees pilot, which was filmed in October 1965.

I felt there needed to be a picture of him with
a guitar...

When the Monkees show ended in 1968, Nesmith enrolled part time in UCLA and studied American History and Music History. Michael and Phyllis's second son, Jonathan, was born in February 1968. Nesmith's third son, Jason, was born in August 1968 to Nurit Wilde, who he met while working on the Monkees.^[3] In 1969 Nesmith formed the group First National Band with Kuehne, John Ware and Red Rhodes. Nesmith wrote most of the songs for the band including a single titled "Joanne" that received some airplay and was a mild chart hit for seven weeks during 1970, rising to number 21 on the Billboard Top 40.^[4] The First National Band has been credited with being among the pioneers of country-rock music.^[5]

Phyllis's third child, and Nesmith's fourth, daughter Jessica, was born in September 1970. Circa 1972, Nesmith started the record label Countryside Records with Jac Holzman, the founder of Elektra Records. Also, in 1972, Nesmith and Phyllis were divorced and he moved to Carmel, California. Phyllis (Barbour) Nesmith died on February 13, 2010 of complications from amyotrophic lateral sclerosis at age 63. In 1974, Nesmith started Pacific Arts Records and released what he called "a book with a soundtrack" entitled "The Prison" as the company's first release. In 1976, he married Kathryn Bild. In 1988, following the ending of this second marriage, he returned to Los Angeles where he had met Victoria Kennedy. They moved to Santa Fe, New Mexico in 1992 and then returned to Carmel, California in 2000. They were married in April 2000 in Monterey, California. (all of this is off of wikipedia.... so there could be some wrong things...)

AGAIN!!!!

so... this is the time in the blog where i start giving you my random thoughts on this weeks episode of glee... but the problem is... it's a repeat... AGAIN!!!! i don't know how much more of this i can take! and to make matters worse i've watched every episode of the monkees thats on youtube and now i don't know what i can do! i guess i could always watch their tv movie... if i can find it. or i can just look at pictures of mike nesmith and fawn over his incredibly sexy sideburns... you know i never thought i'd be able to ever say i'm attracted to a guy with sideburns... i guess it's because sideburns aren't really in  right now and they really haven't been my entire life so... it's weird... but then again i've always been convinced i was born into the wrong generation. *sigh...* so yes... no glee thoughts but alot of thoughts about mike nesmith... again... geez... you guys are probably getting sick of me crushing on him... and i just said that line in my head... in his voice... it sounded really good when he said it. any ways... i'm going to go look up that movie now... kay by!

work sucks, but little boys with femme products are cool!

so today my partner and i basically got screwed and stuff... we had two houses both under $70 (which is the base cost for a cleaning) so really, i wasn't happy.... i mean because of the fact that i got home around 1:40 on a day i didn't even want to wake up, yeah that was nice, but not getting a good amount of money, yeah not to nice... gah! oh well i'm home now... i've got some french bread azzip in the oven and glee is on tonight... and i will blog my thoughts during. oh! i have to tell you! i went to target today to get some cat food and litter and a couple sports bras and workout pants which i'll probably never workout in... ever... and as i was walking out, there was this little boy in between the sets of doors and he was playing with a tampon... i don't know why this made my day, but it did. i really hope my kids are that easy to amuse, it will make parenthood so much easier for me... but maybe a bit hard to explain to my son when he's older that those aren't for boys their just for girls. any ways i'm going to go now just because i'm doing my glee thing tonight.... oh i didn't put a picture of video or anything! so here's mike nesmith... again... i just thought this was a cute picture of him!

I accept my punishment like now...

i really suck at this blog everyday in April stuff... in my defense i was distracted by these four guys... okay well mainly this one... that would be mike nesmith if you didn't know... and next to George Harrison.... yeah.... he's my backwards petifile crush... basically meaning i have a huge crush on him but he's like 50 years older than me... no really... he was born in 1942... at least he's alive and you can't say i'm an aspiring necrophiliac with him... unlike george.... ummm.... anyways.... this blog has turned really awkward..... but you'll never guess what i find most attractive about mike... or at least about his appearance.... his side burns.... yes... i'm completely serious.... their sexy.... not to mention his texan accent and his folky singing voice... and there's just this aura i get from him... yes i get auras with out meeting the person... but like you'd have known that i haven't met him... any ways... that's the reason i didn't blog yesterday and i fully except any punishment which i'll do in video form and post to youtube and then link on here... so yeah.... umm... what else can i really talk about with out going into details about my crush on mike nesmith.... so yeah..... we're just going to stop now... plus i actually have a vlog that i need to finish editing... so i'm going to go finish that and maybe get started on another video... kay bye!

Rock 'em Sock 'em sleepover

so guess what.... i did find time to blog at the party. curretly we're sitting in claire's basment with the lights off.... and we're skyping claire's college freinds and claire's brother and brother's freind are making randomness... oh boy this is really fun! and random... so far we've drank something that we randomly made, we've whatched a mary-kate and ashley video slowed down and reversed. http://youtu.be/aOLR6kLfsBo that's the link just for your entertainment. so yeah... i'm gonna head off now... enjoy that video and dana's reaction will be on youtube eventually... and then we shall have something more to talk about. 'kay bye!!!

sleepyness is stupid

So its like 9 am and i know that the day hasn't really started yet but i need to blog now because later tonight   when i would normally blog, i'll be at claire winn's house at a total awesome sleepover including katie curtis, dana saunders and possibly kaitlin suchoweskey! (i hope i spelt her name right) but anyways i'm in for a night chalk full of epic adventure, dangerous missions and caffeinated virgin cosmopolitans! so even though i plan on taking mikey with me to claire's house, i won't have time to blog or anything so here's all that. today's other activities include, going to target right after they opened and buying milk and something to wear tonight, but forgetting that we needed garbage bags.... taking a shower getting more of my music transfered.... and maybe someother stuff. idk though.... we'll see what else happens. ok i need to get back to tranfering music.

i fail at life

so i know i haven't posted in two days and all i can say is i'm sorry... i just really didn't feel like dealing with lappy mc'failsuck...BUT IT CHANGES!!!!! from now on i will be using lappy mikey mc'lovin.... my macbook pro! I GOT ONE I KNOW IT'S EXCITING!!!!!! so there's basiclly nothing else to talk about... but if you want me to do a challenge of sorts because i missed two days, comment it and i'll post it to my youtube channel. 'k bye!

need to get my head out of my ass...

so i realized something today.... i hate my job... and by this time next year i would really like to ya kno... not be in it... i'd kinda like my youtube career to take off within like a month or two... which really means i need to get my ass in gear and start pumping out some good videos that people will actually like... i may have to do some research.... see some of my fave's first videos and get insperation... also if i'm going to be a sucessful youtube musician... i need to get some music... and probably improve a bit on my talent.... oh boy do i have some work to do... i also need to stop being so damn shy on camera... and more like the real me that i know and well katie and katie... actually you don't even know the real real me... i'm shy even around you... and i need to stop that... in genral... so what am i going to do? stop making videos like this and more videos like this(just go in the order i put them....)

Cooler Than Me In My Head

Some dudes know all the right things to say. When it comes down to it, it’s all just game. Instead of talking let me demonstrate. Yeah. Get down to business and skip foreplay. In my head, I see you all over me. In my head, you fulfill my fantasy. You’ll be screaming out. In my head, it’s going down. Come on. Ay-oh. Ay-oh. You singing to me baby in my head right now. Just leave with me now, Say the word and we’ll go. We can go. I’ll be your teacher. I’ll show you the ropes.

 

If I could write you a song to make you fall in love I would already have you up under my arm I used up all of my tricks, I hope that you like this But you probably won't, you think you're cooler than me You got designer shades just to hide your face and You wear 'em around like you're cooler than me And you never say "hey" or remember my name And it's probably 'cause you think you're cooler than me You got your high brow shoes on your feet
And you wear 'em around like it ain't shit But you don't know the way that you look When your steps make that much noise Shh, see I got you all figured out You need every one's eyes just to feel seen
Behind your make up nobody knows who you even are Who do you think that you are?

There you go Messin' with my mind I am usually better when I lie There i Go Stuck inside a shell And you're living on the other side A lovers carousel If you only Knew Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I lose control When I hear your body move Through the walls In the next room Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I lose control When I hear your body move And I'm dying to break through To the next room You make love to everything you touch It's a Natural reaction It's a sensual attraction You play me like I am made of strings I'm the violin, A melody I want your lips to sing If you only knew How hard it is to handle How bad I want a scandal Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I lose control When I hear your body move Through the walls in the next roomOhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I lose control When I hear your Body move And I'm dying to break through To the next room Tell me 'my world revolves Around you' Tell me 'boy I can't live without you' Tell me 'you're losing sleep tonight' Cuz I'll tell you straight I'll never wait I won't take No no no no no no no no Oh I lose control When I hear your body move When I hear your body move Ohhhoohhhhhh My heart You stole Every time your body moves I'm just dying to break through To the next room

Darren Criss Is The Animal Inside Of You And You Know It!

so right now before we get started with april 2nd, i was listening to the across the universe version of hey jude and you know the part where joe anderson screams? well whilst listening to this song i was looking through pictures of darren criss (idky?) and i clicked for the next picture and this  came up at that part of the song.... not even kidding it made my day so much better... any ways today hasn't really been all too intresting. I mean i continued my search for a record player to no avail and then made a vlog which i have yet to edit... oh i bought a darren criss t-shirt and poster... which i'm excited for!!! so yeah really not much to talk about today... but this beda thing doesn't say how long the blogs have to be every day so really this is good... i mean there's a really good picture of darren criss in this so i think that that's all it needs... so yeah.... what am i  going to title this.... something that's going to make you have to read it... and having to do with darren criss... hmmm..... okay i've got it! So as soon as my sister leaves for work i'm going to go get a pizza... just for me! I'd have already gone, but as I was getting ready earlier she called and asked if i wanted any thing from arby's, which i hate, and I didn't wanna be all like 'no but i'm gonna go get a pizza and eat it by myself and you can't have any of it... so i guess i need to just wait till she's gone and go get pizza... and maybe some arizona iced tea... or root beer... a whole two litter that i'll down in one night... yes i do get how unheathly all of this sounds... and right now... no i don't really care... I'm in that kind of a mood where I just want what I want when I want it... so back to Arby's... I worked there for four days after high school... and it was the worst four days of my life... every day i came home i felt like i had jumped into a vat of oil and i smelled like french fries... not something i want to smell like ya know... and then on my last day i made two mistakes at the registar.... mind you this was only my fourth day and they never even trained me... and the manager pulled me aside and told me that it wasn't working and that fast food wasn't for everyone and that he'd give me a good refrence if i needed it... first off... I WORKED THERE FOR FOUR FUCKING DAYS! YOU NEVER FUCKING TRAINED ME!!! AND YOU WONDER WHY IT'S NOT WORKING?!?!? secondly... WHY THE FUCK WOULD I WANT YOU'RE REFRENCE WHEN YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW MY WORK ETHIC?!?!?!?! basicly i've never once put that down on any of my job appications since i've worked there... I refuse to adimit that it was a job... but at least they weren't like the chinese restuant.... who payed me cash for my two days of working there... and they didn't even pay me the right amount. i worked nine hours at minimun wage and they paid me twenty bucks... really i'm pretty sure that's not right... wow... i love how i started off saying this wasn't going to be long... and now it's pretty long...

CAUSE I'M BLOODY FUCKING NUTS!!!!

So I'm taking apart of something called blog(or vlog) everyday in april... or BEDA(VEDA) and as the title entitles... i have to blog every day in april.... so not much more i can say... except that... umm... yeah... So i'm on a weekend long search for a record player and some really cool records... like pink floyd maybe the beatles? just a small little table top player. nothing too fancy... just want to listen to some vinyl....NOW LETS COPY POKER FACE LIKE WHOA OH OH OH WHOA OH OH OH.... BUT WE PUNCH 'EM IN THE MOUTH IF THEIR NOT SARAH PALIN!... okay..... MOVING ALONG SWIFTLY!..... THIS THE PART WHERE YOUR DAD GOES OFF ON A COLD CHRISTMAS EVE TO GET SOME MORE MILK, BUT HE NEVER COMES BACK, AND SEVENTEEN YEARS LATER YOU FIND OUT HE'S HAD A WHOLE FUCKING FAMILY WITH SOME SPANISH BITCH AND HE DOSEN'T EVEN KNOW YOU'RE FUCKING NAME ANYMORE!... SHUT THE FUCK UP! *SLAP SLAP* i'm sorry....*sob* I'M MAD REALLY BAD, BUT DON'T TELL MY MOM AND DAD, PUCKER UP, KISS MY BUTT CAUSE I'M BLOODY FUCKING NUTS, HEAR THE BASS SKINNY WAIST NOW LET'S COPY POKER FACE LIKE WHOA WHOA OH OH WHOA WHOA OH OH!..... that's enough of that.... to know what the hell i'm talking about go to the player below and look for tick tok parody by midnight beast....

wow fast paddeling zombie twins

today was a really instresting day.. i had three houses and a ten hour day... explain that... oh well... because i'm so watching THE SUITE LIFE MOVIE!!!!!!!!! THERE'S A SUITE LIFE MOVIE!!!!!!!! DAHHHH!!!!!! YOU HAVE NO CLUE HOW MUCH THIS EXCITES ME!!!!! I ADORE THE SUITE LIFE!!!!!!!! LIKE NO OTHER!!!!!  I LOVE THE SPROUSE TWINS!!!!  THEIR SO CUTE!!!! espcially Cole... THIS MOVIE IS HILARIOUS.... BECUASE THEY GOT IN AN INTERNSHIP  FOR A TWIN STUDY THAT CONNECTS THEM TELEPATITICHLY AND NOW THEY CAN FEEL EVERYTHING THE OTHER FEELS... AND THEY JUST HAD A FIGHT SCENE.... LOL.... and now their emotionally connected.... idk which one is funnier.... ok... maybe this isn't funnier but.... i love how zack always thinks up these intricate schemes on getting into rooms... and then cody just opens the door...   i can't believe that the series is going to be over soon..... I'VE BEEN WATCHING THE SUITE LIFE SINCE IT CAME OUT!!!!!!  FOR REAL!!!!! I LOVE THAT SHOW!!!!! and i  like this selena gomez song... yeah that really wan't  random i swear... and lemonade mouth looks really good... adam hicks plays a keytar so it has to be good... now they can read eachothers minds.... i wonder if all these twins are really twins or if some of them are computer generated... wow fast paddeling zombie twins.... and there is my title.... running through the some how working abandoned saw mill that sounds like a  marvoulus plan..... and then climmb up a fence wall thing and jump into a lake.... that actually looked like alot of fun... DAH! ZOMBIE TWINS!!!!!! oh woody you would... EWW..... oh... evil twin brother.... well that was quick and kinda painful... oh and now their souls are floating... and you could so see the wire on cole... how fun must that have been to film... oh good luck trying to get them to stop fighting... you know they are eighteen year old twins... EPIC POSE!!!! ES.... go bailey..... awww...... twinly love.... you knew it was gonna end like that....  i really enjoyed that movie... WHAT!!! THEIR STUNT DOBULES AREN'T EVEN RELATED!?!?!?  THAT DOESN'T MAKE ANY SENSE!!!!!!! AND NOW SUITE LIFE ON DECK IS ON....  HAVE I MENTIONED THAT I LOVE COLE SPROUSE...... OKAY.... AND DYLAN.... BUT MAINLY GOLE....I MEAN COLE! HOW DID I MAKE THAT TYPO? MOSBEY STORY TIME!!!!!!!!!!!! if you had a five o'clock shadow and a fishing pole you could be my father... HAUNTED CRUISE SHIP!!!!! i love how sack is ocd about his mess... SLUMBER PARY IN ZACK'S ROOM!!!!! is cody wearing pants? oh... yes.... idk what's worse.... the fact that woody just used sack's underwear to blow his nose or that zack's underwear hav woody's snot in them.... WHAT IS WITH MY TYPOS?!?!?!?!?!?!? SACK'S???? REALLY????? GHOST BUSTERS!?!?!?!?!?!GHOST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!and know he's gone... thanks woody....EHHH!!!!! LONDON STOP TOUCHING THE PIANO!!!!! aww.... so beautiful.... ZACK DID RESEARCH!?!?!?!? GASP.....aww... zack rewrote history.... okay... if you didn't know yet .... oh..... i mentioned that suite life on deck was on now didn't i? it's late.... i need to go to bed. i think i shall do that and just leave you with a picture of the sprouse twins.

confessions of a hopless romantic

This past school year (yes my calender still goes by school years... idky) I've developed some feelings... feelings that looking back on my history you would excpect.... that's right... I've fallen "in love"... -_-, I always seem to have this thing for the top guys in drama.... it all started with Dan Bator.... and then Dan Dyer and Steinkopf.... (yes I realize that they are all named Dan... BUT THE PATTERN ENDS!) then senior year... and a little bit junior year.... Ben Chodos.... whom I thought to be a god among men.... he was perfect and could do nothing wrong... until the veil was lifted from my eyes and I saw that he was a cheating, lying asshole who didn't deserve any of his past girlfreinds or even me... but now that I'm no longer in high school... you would think that that would be the end of this pattern.... but that is where you'd be wrong my freinds.... I'm in "love" with Joshua Witson.... and it only makes things worse that I'm positive that he'll only ever think of me as a minor freind he had in high school... I feel that I've lost all, if any, chances of ever being more than that....

I realize that I've put love in quotations... I STRONGLY BELEIVE IN LOVE!!!! Let's get that out right now... but I've never known what true love was... the one time I thought I was truely in love it wasn't real... the guy was a compleat jackass and it's a whole other story for a whole other blog... but until I know wheather my feelings are ture... I'll never say I'm in Love.... because I could be wrong and it could all end up like things did with him....

So yes Katie and Katie... I'm "in love" with  Josh Witson.... and I don't even know what to think of it.... one part of me is too shy and timid to even talk to him as a freind... but another part of me wants to just lay one on him in the middle of the drama room... and still another part of me wants to take things slow and get to know him better... I know if I don't act now, I may lose any and every chance I have... but just being near him makes me weak in the knees and kinda stupid and stuff... also the fact that he quite litteraly stripped down to just his boxers in front of me like an hour ago doesn't help much... DAHH!!!!! Right now I just feel like downing about twenty Ben and Jerry's and crying myself to sleep... WILL I EVER FUCKING FIND MY PRINCE CHARMING!?!?!?!? DOES HE REALLY EXIST!?!?!?! I know I'm a hopeless romatic, but I want a guy to sweep me of my feet.... which Josh really does.... but it would be nice IF HE KNEW HE WAS DOING IT AND INTENTIONALLY DOING IT!!!! DAMIT!!!! IS IT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR A GUY THAT I LIKE TO LIKE ME BACK FOR ONCE IN MY FUCKING LIFE?!?!?!?!?! I'm going to just leav it at that.... and go to bed before I cry and get my eyeliner in my eyes...

stupid things are really stupid

Why does life have to be full of stupid things. Like the fact that this weekend I got an ear infection and it's been causing me to not get very much sleep. Or the fact that since our office (talking bout work) just bought out another, and the route I've been assinged goes out to freaking Holly, MI! And I have to drive because my partner has points on her driving record and isn't allowed to drive. I HATE MY LIFE SOMETIMES!!!! Well I don't feel like boring you with the details... so watch this video...

My Shiny Teeth That Sparkel!

So I went MIA over the weekend and the only explination is that my mom brought lappy mc'fail-suck to doug's house for the weekend because she needed to do some work over the weekend.

and watch thisvideo. it's my newest and i think it's hilarious!

Kitty Konseler

So I just spent a half hour in the bathroom with mine and my sisters cats. Sure I was holding them against their will so they didn't like it, but it needed to happen. These two cats have been living together for nine months you'd think they'd at least learn to deal with eachother, but no... the fight constantly. So I tried to intervine... I really don't think it worked. Well not this time anyways. I'll get them to like eachother... one day.

Luck Of The Irish.... Not For You!

All I wanted to say right now is HAPPY ST PATRICKS DAY!!! Now don't be pinchin no Irish people. Because if you do, you will get your ass kicked.

Today, I told my friend that sixty-nine percent of people will believe anything you say with a percentage. He believed me. MLIA

Today wsa a good day... we only had three houses at work.... the girl I worked with was really cool and by lunch time it was warm enough for us to shed our winter coats and just wear our sweatshirts... and it's still warm... I was even outside on my laptop... but I came back in because the glare was bugging me too much... and now i'm sitting in our bay window... just because it's so pretty outside that I just want to be as close as I can to it... and now looking down into the flower bed i just remembered about the two rose plants my mom gave me for my birthday... i hope they come back to life soon... they were pink and yellow. you know what makes today even better? the fact that i get to sleep in tomorow.... i don't have to be into work till 9:30 tomorow.... or was it 9? i'll show up at 9 just to be safe... *sigh* what to talk about now? the fact that it's b-e-a-utiful outside? or the fact that i'm home alone... which i LOVE yeah.....idk....